de javu.

another blow had just occured.
another hard blow.
so hard that i thought i’d lose you.
so painful that i thought i’d die.
coz i felt something’s gone.something’s missing.
i looked at my chest, there’s nothing in it.
i panicked.
i cried.the pain was so familiar that i forgot to breathe.
when i woke up, i saw your face.
face that kept me alive.
face that i have been longing to see.
face that i wanted to touch.
when i realized that you were real,i smiled.
when frisked my chest, the emptiness was gone.
glad it was only a dream.
a nightmare.


now i know i dont need to be afraid anymore.