royalty.

when i first saw you, i wasn't really impressed. you were just like everybody else trying to make a name in the room. well, that's what i thought. i never really mind you being in the room coz i was really pre-occupied with befriending the rest of the class. but you, not really. i just dont feel like it, but i never let it show. i hated the way you dress. so baggy. it was like i could fit in those clothes, too! i hated the way you speak, you're loud, man! i could hear you from the ground floor and you speak like there's a riot outside! who are you fighting with? i hated the way you stare, it didn't really feel right you know. i don't know how to describe how annoyed i was to even look at you.

karma came.

i was sitting comfortably in this couch while waiting for the others to arrive, the least i expected was you. but hell, you came in second to me! you talked to me in the most subtle manner i never thought you could do. you sat beside me and i felt so comfortable looking in your eyes. i was like, "hell, this person wasn't bad after all." we started talking about our lives when i caught myself staring at you, trying to contemplate about what i was really looking at. i ignored it and stood up then proceeded to the room where we'll be spending the rest of the day, together. sigh.

suddenly, i felt uneasy. i kept catching myself staring at you, listening to you, thinking about you. well yeah. i started thinking about you. i tried so hard to ignore it coz i know you're committed. that you're a womanizer. that we just couldn't be together. that everything's wrong. i tried hiding this darn feelings coz i still want to categorize it (hoping it's just an infatuation) but wooff! you smelled it! *and you smelled so good!* there hasn't been a day that i didn't think of you, you know, how stupid i was to judge you for simply being yourself, how naive i was to the real world! like where have you been all my life, how unfair it was to just know you a couple of weeks ago! damn!

thank you to GENEROSO.

because of this freaking brandy, i had the guts to admit to myself that i felt something special for you. that this wasn't just a simple crush. i knew it was something deep because it was my first time. i had the opportunity to know you better. had gone way and beyond to see the real you. and i had the strength to tell you how i really see you. i was so pathetic but i have had prepared well. i was just so surprised to know that you felt the same way. and i couldn't be thankful enough.

trying to remember my stupidity made me more thankful. if it wasn't for it, i wouldn't have you in my life. i have had told you a lot of times that this may not last, that this may not work but i have assured you that what i have was real. i couldn't really gather the words to describe this. coz i know words can't compensate to the feelings i have. you made me believe that everything can be possible (globe?). you made me see that in one way or another, a person can trust again. you bring out the best in me. man, this is so mushy but i just can't help it. you made me conquer my fear. i thought i will never be inlove this hard anymore. but you proved me wrong. the most important thing, YOU COMPLETELY HEALED ME.

a lot of people are against us. who gives a damn? they don't know how precious you are. i am just one lucky gal to know you personally. i just want to let you know that i would stand behind this. wrong or right, as long as i am happy, as long as you will not have a change of heart, i will stay and be there for you always.

not all people are given the same opportunity as what has been given to me. not all people are capable of giving you the love that you deserve. again, i just couldn't be thankful enough because i was blessed to have been conferred with a person more precious than any wealth in the world. my majesty. you.

when i first saw you, i wasn't really impressed. but when i look at you now, music of praises for the Lord plays from my heart.

now i will say, you brought back my life.


**-dc9.